Gratuitous Love Scene
  1. An even more intimate little gathering
Exmormon
  1. Young Women's
  2. Youth Conference
  3. Saturday's Warrior
  4. Brigham Young University
  5. Polygamist
  6. Temple Wedding
  7. Orem High
  8. Bordeaux Mission
  9. Exmo Conference
Interlude

"I hope you're not too disappointed," I said, getting into it myself.

Rex just smiled and continued looking at the road. I supposed that he was considering a line about how I could make it up to him, but decided it was perhaps too forward at this point. It occurred to me that I had never even touched him.

I studied his face for a moment. In his glasses he reminded me of the usual nerdly guys I had known in my high school math and science classes, buried in pages of dense equations or tapping out interminable screenfulls of code under a florescent lamp. Yet he was beautiful to me, with his bright eyes and his playful smile. I looked at his masculine hand casually holding the steering wheel, and looked down at his thighs, his knees in his faded jeans. I was tempted to reach over and stroke his leg with my fingers. It seemed like it might be appropriate -- even welcome -- given the unspoken plans for the evening. Yet I couldn't bring myself to do it.

"It's funny the list of people we all had to lie to to get out tonight," said Jake out of the blue.

"Some of whom we wouldn't have had to lie to if they'd mind their own business," I said. I still wasn't ready to forgive Janie.

"The trials of having a Christlike roommate, huh?" asked Rex.

"On my way out she tried to get me to give her Aunt Julie's phone number. I'm sure if I'd given it to her she'd have made up an excuse to call so she could check and see if we were really there."

"Aunt Julie's cool," said Amy. "She's Mormon, but she would totally cover for us."

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EXMORMON

"Well that's good news at least," I said.

It was already dark out when we arrived at the cabin. Turning on the light, I saw the same crazy scene as last time, with antlers mounted all over the walls and fashioned into lamps and other things. The familiar row of Mormon classics from Mormon Doctrine to The Miracle of Forgiveness sat proudly on the mantle. The scriptures on the end probably hadn't been disturbed since our last visit, but they looked appropriately pious pressed against the deer-shaped bookends.

I crossed the rag rug and sat down on one of the two couches. Rex came over and sat right next to me and put his arm around me. It was all so natural that I felt foolish for having hesitated earlier. I cuddled up against him and put my hand on his knee.

Jake proceeded with the distribution of beers as Amy took a spot on the other couch. Just before taking his position to cuddle her, he dimmed the lights and put the television on softly. No one was interested in television of course, but it gave us a distraction as we discretely got down to business. It was more polite and than saying "Okay, we're going to stop having a group conversation now because it is time for everyone to make out."

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