Polygamist
  1. An uncertain destination
  2. Who cares what Brigham Young said? I certainly don't!
Exmormon
  1. Young Women's
  2. Youth Conference
  3. Saturday's Warrior
  4. Brigham Young University
  5. Polygamist
  6. Temple Wedding
  7. Orem High
  8. Bordeaux Mission
  9. Exmo Conference
Polygamist

It started to sink in that that was a really stupid thing to say. Of course these kind of Mormons hated polygamy and didn't want to be reminded that the early prophets taught it. I should have known that -- it was the whole reason that Uncle Wes hated my dad so much as far as I could tell. If they wanted to live with their delusions, why shouldn't I just let them? Why take away a cherished lie if the truth meant I was no longer welcome at their table? Of course it was a little late to be deciding this now...

Night had fallen. If nothing else, I would have to find someplace to sleep, and then in the morning start worrying about the fact that I would soon starve to death or die of exposure.

I walked to the back yard of my uncle's house just because I couldn't think where else to go. The whole back yard was full of fruit trees and bushes except a portion that was fenced off for what looked like a vegetable garden. I figured I'd just have to find myself a spot sheltered by some bushes or something.

As I approached the bushes, I noticed that they were obscuring some sort of structure built of wooden pallets. It had a doorway but no door. It looked like a kind of club fort, probably Sam's. It seemed like it was probably better than sleeping outside, so I went in.

I set down my backpack to serve as a pillow and laid down on the floor. It was starting to get cold. I had taken off my jacket inside the house, and they hadn't thought to put it out for me with my backpack. I didn't have anything warmer to put on.

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EXMORMON

In addition to the cold, the hard floor wasn't at all comfortable. It was particularly hard on the bruises on my back and shoulders. Rubbing my shoulder with my hand, I remembered that last fight with my father. It wasn't the reason I had left, but it was the last straw -- at that point I had already had my things packed and hidden away, ready to go.

I tried to rest for a long time, but between the cold and the hard floor, I was just too uncomfortable. Then I started feeling like I had to pee. I wondered if I should just go out and go in the bushes. There weren't really a hundred million solutions here, and if my first priority had been to keep my dignity intact I supposed I shouldn't have run away and become a vagrant...

After that, I tried again to sleep, but the cold was really a problem. I couldn't stop thinking about my home and my warm bed.

Then I though about my mother. I wondered if she was sad to see that I was gone. I wondered if I hoped she was sad about it. Then I knew she was sad about it.

And I began to think that maybe I had made a terrible mistake.

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